lyrics
I should be dead
The bottle as a gun against my head
Pull the trigger
Taking shots
Nothing left
Don't wanna wake up anymore
I never rest
The love I thought I had was never blessed
Yes
I don't wanna dream the person I could be
After everything had guaranteed I'd be who'd bury me
What's it matter if I've fallen out of reach?
Is it all to be the warning you should never follow me?
So I swallow the pain and wait to fade
Hollow, I pray for rain to wash away
All this hatred in me
Maybe I can see
The reason that I need to keep believing I should be
Playing with fire with water I stole
Sating desire did not fill this hole
And it goes
I don't know where I belong
All I know is at my lowest that I need to carry on
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released September 26, 2022
PROD. ROOSEVELT
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